Sunday, March 29, 2009

I realised that lots of random thoughts come into my mind
whenever im alone . I'll start to think alot.........
Sometimes, in a conflict, it's best if outsiders don get involve aint it ?
Alright, I'm not in a postion to comment or anything.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Friday, March 27, 2009

Alright, shall blog about ytd as requested by khor yen lin
Met Huiqing and went Wild Wild Wet as planned
The weather was very kind to us, I must say
Anyw while waiting for the rest at pasir ris,
Peggy and I wanted to discuss strategies to counter attack their evil plans(if any)
Since they were celebrating both our birthdays
lololol and sadly, we were being separted into 2 different groups:

Group A :
Liang Eng
Teck Koon
Ka Sing
Weibin
Me

Group B:
Huiqing
Waiyu
Peggy
Szehui

after hearing this from huiqing, our only plan was to run away LOL
but we were separated into 2 groups to race against each other
Both groups had to go to Tsunami first
and break into our different activities after that
The group that lose had to drink Rachel's home-made drink
(which she forgot to bring eventually HAHA)
anyw in e end my group lost. to think GUYS WERE BETTER SWIMMERS
hahahs looks like this theory isnt applicable in this case

My group had to go to Ulah-lar, Lazy river(2 rounds), Slide-up, Waterworks and Skyrider

after the race, we all went to play Ulah-lar again
all the girls sat in a float and e guys in another
after that huiqing, liang eng, teck koon, ka sing, weibin and i went to play again
while sze hui, peggy and waiyu went into lazy river
liang eng and I bought the pic after that (:

We went for dinner at e-hub after that
and met Rachel Wong at White Sands and walked to Pasir Ris Park
Her game was for us to guess wad was the thing she put into the tissue box
And being the birthday girls, Peggy and i played first
hahas lucky there wasnt any living things

They sang the birthday song after that
and purposely bought the sparkling candles
the ones that cannot be blown out !!!

lol anyway and when we were about to walk home
our Dear Rachel Wong took the balloon and passed it to us
(we were suspecting there was smth in e balloon for the whole night)
hahas and YES being too naive
hahas i thought it was safe to take the balloon
and POK ! Rachel burst the balloon
and I had flour all over meeee hahas
Peggy was smart enough to run away
hahas but still had flour on her in the end

While both of us were in the toilet
They were supposedly doing smth for us
HAHA and it turned out to be a certificate
so sweet of them.

Anyw i lovee my presents
And I didnt know the people wrote a card for me
I only saw it this morning
while I was showing grandma my presents HAHA

lol what a wordy post.
shall post pictures next time

Anyw special thanks to the main people planning for it.
They are Huiqing, Liang eng, Waiyu and Weibin
and and Rachel Wong for the night event aha

hahas i really really got to thank them
and yes, especially Tan Huiqing
cause I know she doesnt like organising things
and i guess this is one of the few times she is organising
LOVE YA !

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Sitting here alone with my memories
Staring at a picture of you and me
They say I look fine but if walls could talk
They'd tell you all about how much I break apart
I think we were right but we did it wrong
Ever since you left me I just can't go on
No, I can't even read the news today
'Cause everything reminds me of yesterday

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty room

I never realised it could make me cry
To hear the children laugh and play outside
A walk in the park shouldn't be that bad
But everything without you seems to make me sad
I thought we were good, we were meant to be
The way it turned out is still a mystery
No, I can't even read the news today
Reminds me of yesterday

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
My life goes on
Just like the moon

And to sail across the sky alone
Forever trying to find its home
I can't believe I have to say
I don't know where you are today

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
My life goes on
Just like the moon
Empty room
Empty room

Monday, March 23, 2009

"Expect the worst. That way you can be pleasantly surprised when the worst fails to occur."
How true indeed.................
life has been pretty very mundane.
and soooo out tmr ! (:
Being at home just leaves me an empty feeling..
which I dont like it at all........
and insecurity starts setting in...
ahwells. forget about unhappiness.

Sunday, March 22, 2009
Ulcers. eww.

i hate ulcers. ugh.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

One day, a professor asked his students 'Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?'
All the students thought for a while. One answered 'Because we lost our cool. That's why we SHOUT.'
Asked the professor again, 'But the person is just right next to you, why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?'
Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.
Lastly explained by the professor 'When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.'
'But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder...'
'It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why?'
'This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.'
'We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,' concluded the professor.
'Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.'

Friday, March 20, 2009

YAY ! I LEARN HOW TO PLAY " FUR ELISE"
even tho im still not familiar with it..
and tht is one of e few songs tht i learnt on piano (:
i've been trying to learn that song
I shall learn piano, I shall learn piano !

This holiday is wasting my time
even though i wish it will last longer..
with more money to spend of course

anyway i got to really really say thank you to Tan Huiqing
for hearing all my rants about my birthday plans
Because after hearing the location for one of e plan
I start to nag alot cause im afraid that i'll spoil all the plan
and all the fun for everyone
I know it has caused some trouble for some of you(I guess?)
soso i hereby thank everyone in advance (:

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

went to min's house today (:
nice day :D
hahas.. these few days have been so boring ~~
and heh.. ms tan huiqing has been v secretive..
both lim waiyu and tan huiqing are v secretive !
and they do keep their lips sealed v tightly
hahahahas...........
alright. nth much to write abt

countdown: 8 days ! (:

Monday, March 16, 2009

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God, help me. Anyw Jodi Picoult has nice books ! have been reading keeping faith and i must say it isnt that bad. Although it didnt keep me as glued to the book as harry potter.. haha. Hope i find a job soon. hopefully lomg-term temp jobs :/

Thursday, March 12, 2009

pictures of ytd's bbq !!
too lazy to say anything
so let the pics do the talking (:

back from a vry tiring trip to east coast !
met some of them to buy the bbq stuffs first
THANKS ZHAOHONG AND DAOBIN FOR CARRYING IT !
i know it was super duper heavy
and the pit was like damn far from the place we came
went to rollerblade aft that after stopping since sec4
i only regained the momentum just when i got to return it-.-
the bbq was quite fun overall haha

my legs are damn tired now
with all the walkings
i really made me exercise
well wells....
i think i should start w a swimming plan ?
HAHAHA who wants to swim w me ??
pictures up another day

(edited)
i had this weird dream in the morning
about some war stuff
and i think its quite dumb and funny HAHA
but it made me think about death too
It was a scary thought to have
and it sudd occured to me that
Time is precious
so cherish people around you ((:
(/edited)

once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NU REN!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

"Sometimes , if you could choose between words of encouragement or words of attack, why do you choose to attack ?"

alright, think this pic on aki's birthday is the best

Monday, March 9, 2009

OMG !!! Out of the so many things that i want
I haven gotten ANY of them so far.
Expenses this month will really cost a bomb this mth
SAVE MONEY !!!!!!!

there goes my ipod
-sadness-

there goes my plan for new bags
-double sadness-

there goes my clothes
-thriple sadness-

plus the many many more things i want.
sad ):

Saturday, March 7, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKIMOTO ! (:
hop you enjoyed youself
haha i think we behaved like a crazy bunch of people
but it was still fun (:
memorable indeed huh ! :D

THANKS TO THE PEOPLE INVOLVED!!!

Rachel
Peggy
Huiqing
Szehui
Teck Koon
Zhao Hong
Jee Hou
Yen lin
Weibin
Daobin

and of course, the birthday girl herself (:

had amazing race walk
lol and I DOWAN UPLOAD PHOTOS!
cux its dam unglam omg !!!
i think i shant upload video too !
lolol wait till i have more glam ones (:

FUN FUN DAY ! :D

Friday, March 6, 2009

Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live.
but somehow or rather, fear just comes creeping in.



词:阿信曲:阿信
我的心内感觉
人生的沉重
不敢来振动
我不是好子
嘛不是歹人
我只是爱眠梦
我不愿随浪随风
飘浪西东
亲像船无港
我不愿做人
奸巧钻缝
甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜
过春夏秋冬
我有我的路
有我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
我走过的路
只有希望
希望你我讲过的话
放在心肝内
总有一天
看到满天全金条
要煞无半项
环境来戏弄
背景无够强
天才无够弄
逐项是拢输人
只好看破这虚华
不怕路歹行
不怕大雨淋
心上一字敢
面对我的梦
甘愿来作憨人
我不是头脑空空
我不是一只米虫
人啊人
一世人
要安怎欢喜
过春夏秋冬
我有我的路
有我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
我走过的路
只有希望
希望你我讲过的话
放在心肝内
我有我的路
有我的梦
梦中的那个世界
甘讲伊是一场空
我走过的路
只有希望
希望你我讲过的话
放在心肝内

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

stupid recruit express cheated me of my feelings today ):
haha but neverthelesss it didnt spoil my mood (:
perhaps it was because k-boxing sessions w the 2 gals are always so fun !!!
we had fun laughing at cute mvs HAHAHAHA !!!!!
dinner at pasta next and it was dawn's treat
WOW !!!!!
gah. i realise that i need pictures up soon
my posts are all toooooo boring w/o pics

I BOUGHT JODI PICOULT BOOKS ! (:
yay ! huiqing dont jealous ok ? (:
hehe! i totally enjoyed my day today !!!!

Monday, March 2, 2009

whoo !~ and so its march (:
its gonna be a busy month
with birthdays(includind mine(:)
and job-seeking
yes, please date me out.
but hopefully i'll find a job ASAP
i rly need lobang!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i am desperate for a job ):

i have soooooo many things that i need

i want bags,sandals, mp3, etcetc
and i guess i will go over-budget this month
just by the birthday celebrations !!
*pulls hair*